Untuk Bintang Itu

Terukir di bintang - Yuna

Jika engkau minta intan permata tak mungkin ku mampu
Tapi sayangkan ku capai bintang dari langit untukmu
Jika engkau minta satu dunia akan aku coba
Ku hanya mampu jadi milikmu pastikan kau bahagia

Hati ini bukan milik ku lagi
Seribu tahun pun akan ku nanti
Kan... kamu...

Sayangku jangan kau persoalkan siapa dihatiku
Terukir di bintang tak mungkin hilang cintaku padamu....

Lagu untuk dia sebab selalu beritahu yg saya adalah bintangnya. Syukur sangat sebab Tuhan pinjamkan dia untuk beri kasih sayang pada saya lepas hilang kasih sayang ibu yang dah diambil Tuhan. Thanks to you for loving me. For someone who has lost the parents and has no siblings,  it means WORLD. Thanks for being the best life companion ever, even after 8 years - nho

Corporate Adaptation Lesson 101

I don’t understand how things work for some people. My best guess; their basic human communicating skill is inferior and need to be polished by attending the necessary training.

I hardly blow on people. I rather silence or write it in a pleasant soothing way and post it on my very much loved blog. I deal the situation with my own way as it is amusing other than to scold and embarrass people in front of others. After all, remain silence is the best virtue rather than dip yourself in a mess.

However it seems worsen. Even after a year and a half serving this position, things are getting gruesome.  Well, for me no matter how high is your position or how long have you served the company that does not give you a permission to treat people dreadfully. I have worked in much bigger MNC before and I like the way they handle ideas. All are welcomed and will be heard first before being rejected rawfully. Well, it seems that all of us need to shine in some beautiful way, so give a chance! You don’t have to be mean only to get people to scare you so that they can respect you. That is totally brainless.

Bottom line, I clearly understand that the world will not be waiting for you to stand and learn how to walk while others are running. However, I strongly believe that the world would slow down and wait if only we could take things easily yet seriously. All things are possible with well composed and structured mind. In spite of all, it is all started in oneself.

It is all about respect, virtue and stays true.

Even The Almighty listens and never turns down the prayer. So let us don’t try to overrule the world and its miracle equation.

This is pretty much of my cubicle soon!

Where I can find one?

Silver Lining Afterall

Alhamdullillah and thousand Syukur to all the good news which constantly keep pouring into our life. With my own new goal to enhance the education to one step higher and the husband with his new found passion and deeply loved profession; all are progressing very well.

I couldn’t be more proud of him when one after another of his humanitarian project being well covered in mass media. It is very much pleased to see his effort being appreciated and noticed.

 I clearly remember how devastated he was towards the constant denunciation received upon the job he had done prior in the previous company. For 7 years he has contributed so much in order to be recognized. Tired upon constant rejection, politics and bias assessment he finally decided for it is time for the table to be turned. He made the decision to quit and stand firm on it even it was never an easy call to eventually left behind all the reflected shadow and created path since 2004. It was a total turning point as many of his friends and colleagues has never expected him to finally close the curtain after devotedly served the company for so long. However I guess there’s always a time when we finally put a full stop towards the things which are not worth fighting for. And that’s it.

Now, he is serving a charitable NGO which also demands his time and commitment. Even so, he found it interesting and enlighten as he is helping those who in need in spite of race, religion and continents. As a wife, I just happy to see him enjoying what he is doing now.

I pray for Allah to grand him happiness and a rezeki for all the efforts and commitments he gave in.

Further, I would also like to share my biggest gratitude to all of me and husband’s friend who has been thoughtfully stay with us throghout our humble journey, be it in success or failure. Also many appreciations go to our lecturer, Miss Aimy Rashid for all his kindness and prayer as well as support towards her student's achievement. May Allah bless you Miss!

Dear husband, I pray for your success and may all your effort is bless. Even when things were trumbling and fell part, I will always stay by your side! Love – wifey  

Harian Metro @ 17/02/2012

Astro Awani @ 16/02/2012

 


  

Supposed to be a surprise for him. Replacing the one which was broken a year ago :)

 

   

Si Penongkah Arus

Si penongkah arus

Jiwanya kuat

Walau disebat

Tetap gagah bangun terus lari kuat.

Si penongkah arus

Cuba teroka jalan

Tebas lalang tinggi yang memusnahkan

Walau yang lain ketawa jadikan bahan

Tetap kau mara tanpa perlu melawan.

Si penongkah arus

Tak gentar pikul tanggungjawab

Berdiri di depan

Tegakkan kebenaran

Walau yang lain menyorok senyap

Kau tetapkan hati

Yakin Tuhan dan Malaikat setia mengiringi.

Si penongkah arus

Kau kini di hadapan

Tinggalkan mereka dengan angan-angan

Teruskan lari laju

Kerana bintang itu akan tetap setia di situ.

Namun harus ingat

Jangan sesekali hidungmu tinggi

Kerana semua hanya pinjaman si Dia yang Maha Memberi. –nho

I am so proud of you, my man.

Shakespeare; Whose Sonnet Is Very Much Alive and Admired

Yup, it still though he was never a handsome guy alive!

Below was posted by my Facebook friend, Mysarra Hamdan on her status dated 14 February 2012 and totally in love with it.

‘Whenever you in pain, don’t fight it, you’ll end up exhausted. Remember what Shakespeare  said, “Feel the pain until it hurts no more” '

In the meantime, one thing that I learnt yesterday, while others are busy picking up roses and presents for their lovers on the Valentines Day is:

When the list of people who hates and talks ‘shit’ about you is expanding regardless different people you met and diverse environment you were in all these years, perhaps you might need to turn the mirror to yourself and examine what went wrong instead of keep denying and blaming others.

That's about it and I thank Allah for the constant inspiration that He poured in, for He is the best writer of all. May He blesses us with guidance J -nho

Juggling Times

Well it is never easy to get everything in order under the hot sun. But I think this is the power of becoming a mom.

I was really spoiled when I was a teenage girl with my late mom pampering me in everything (gosh I miss her!) Somehow, surprisingly after being bestowed with a ‘mom’ title, I have definitely transformed myself becoming a Super Woman who tries to juggle hundred balls with one hand!

Family, career and self development, a little boy who started to become a melodrama one, a girl who upward herself in school, husband and his work schedule. All are just some of the matter which I need to attend daily and not to mention the colleagues, the future Master supervisor who kept been bugging by me everyday to verify the proposal and off course the work- to- do list which seems vertically expanding after one has successfully been ticked.

After all, the positive attitude towards life has made it possible for me to encounter all the above mentioned.

Meanwhile, I also would like to share a disappointment over some people reaction towards divergence. For me, being a human is about to deal with all sorts of people, what matter is always to stay positive and stay true to ourself no matter how others try to kick us out of the window. We can’t afford to get everyone adoring us no matter how well we treated them. But again, our reaction towards those who throwing us dirt is matter the most.

Responding to a conflict by anger, revenge and nasty write up are not definitely a good encounter. I am not perfect either. Sometimes the emotion takes its evil turn in my heart but I am constantly learning and reminding myself that everything will be just great and beautiful with compromising, tranquility and constant prayer to the All Mighty for He is the Most Knowing and The Most Merciful towards His slave. With that again, with a humble imperfect heart, I am conveying the apology to those who I might hurt. J The truth, I love everyone who has touched my heart and intersect me in my life junction, be it in a sweet loving way or vice versa for I believe that it was all happen for a reason. Importantly, STAY TRUE.- nho

The world revolves. For that, treat others the way we want to be treated.J love <3

A Woman with Virtue

A woman with virtue

Sitting at the window looking at the world changing its hue

Remembering where the life path has bringing her to

But at the end still standing firm to her belief regardless all the nasty dispute.

A woman with virtue

Never to put herself into dismay

For she is calm attending all the conflicts and denial

With no uproar, no yelling

Just some words of wisdom that make others smiling

A woman with virtue

What has the world turn you into

Yet you still syukur upon all the lies

And honestly pray for life will give its own penalize -nho

Don’t forget to keep saying Alhamdulillah to all the bad things happen to you for The Almighty is actually giving His additional bonus to your Ibadah mark. I humbly seek forgiveness to those who I might carve with my sayings and words for I need to lead my life with no liability toward others and with that too, I honestly forgive anybody who intentionally or unintentionally has hurt me in the pass. May 2012 turns us all to be a good muslim / muslimah and may Allah guide us with his Hidayah.

2012; Lets Swing!

I am blessed.

Yup! I keep telling myself that.

Regardless the nasty things one did, I thank the Almighty for keep my spirit high and He grands me with some of His powerful strength to let me me walk on this short yet beautiful life path.

Now, I truly can’t refute my passion with poem / rhyme and writing after left it all behind for so many years (after get down with study, career and growing up kids). More and more friends on Facebook even my loved ones appreciate and gave their very much appreciated positive feedback on what I wrote. I love them! Thank you for all your support and also the positive criticism. I couldn’t be more bless for all your love and kindness J

I miss these wonderful girls. Thank you for making up time for the gath!

And as I am updating this, I am also in the midst of writing the thesis proposal for my Master programme. Insya-Allah I will pursue my education to the higher level by end of this year. I thank Him, the husband, and friends esp. Nina for their countless support. Couldn’t made it through without you! (Also, not forgetting to those who had turned up for the gath. regardless the busy schedule and crazy working commitment, trillion thanks :D)

That’s about it. Before I put a period to this entry, I just wanted to share my crazy uncontrolled enthusiasm towards the 2^nd Gathering with my classmates, the Media Innovation and Management, MMU Graduating Class of 2008 to Tioman this coming June! So excited to be the Event Manager and organize it for my bunch of friends (definitely to bring the husband, Saif and Tasha as well). Tioman here we come!! -nho