Message to a Daughter

Dear little angel

I was blessed the moment you arrived into this world

Holding you so tiny, mommy deeply felt the world will be a better place with you in my arms.

Little girl

You are so active

Running here and there

Asking questions as though the whole world is your learning square

With chubby little face and curly hair

What a bubbly 3 years old girl you are!

Little Girl

You are now a teenage girl

Your world is about friends and how you appear

Since high school and college are all about making a debut

Yet mommy still here to help giving u an answer

When all your friends turn you down, even at the day when your wardrobe malfunction came true

And at the end will be proud upon seeing you stood tall getting your degree
At the day of you graduation and we celebrated it with spree!

My girl

You finally a woman

Please always know that our love to you will never be diminished

Even you are so busy with your career

And a bank full of cash to be handled

Mommy still missing you when you missed our family dinner at weekend together

And when your world is trembling or when you finally met a guy who dismantling, never be drowning

For mommy will always be here, listen to you patiently and hold you tight in my warm aging arms- nho

I Miss You



Mr. Boyd - Totally fell for guys with long hair.

To see you when I wake up
Is a gift I didn't think could be real.
To know that you feel the same as I do
Is a three-fold, Utopian dream.

You do something to me that I can't explain.
So would I be out of line if I said "I miss you"?

I see your picture.
I smell your skin on
The empty pillow next to mine.
You have only been gone ten days,
But already I'm wasting away.
I know I'll see you again
Whether far or soon.
But I need you to know that I care,
And I miss you.



Resemblance huh? :)



Lyrics and song by Incubus. This is my favorite tune since it was first produced somewhere in 2001. It was featured in Make Yourself album and upon listening to this tune; I totally fell in love with Incubus (not to mention the hot vocalist; Brandon Boyd; I fell for guys with long hair. Cute to the max.!) -nho

Discover Malaysia: Lake Tasoh, Perlis

Breathtaking view, chilly air, crystal clear water, pleasant classic wooden hut by the lake and the selected location for Kisah Hati video clip which was directed by my former lecturer in MMU with Remy Ishak as its feature. 

Those are amongst reasons why I fell in love with this place when we had a chance to visit the lake on the trip to Padang Besar, Perlis while exploring Northern region and visiting our cousin in Sg Petani on last New Year.

Couldn’t be more happy when the kids plus with me nephew were enjoying themselves, running around the spacious grass field by the lake with a background of green bluish hill nearby. There were also few huts and resorts offered for those who wish to stay or have a picnic with family and friends.

Guess that we will definitely to visit this place again as the atmosphere offers in Lake Tasoh is far more fabulous compared to the hustle and bustle life of KL; or perhaps a quiet honeymoon with my knights in shining amour whom I fell in love dearly for the past 8 years J  I just cant stop loving him more and more and thanks to him for made me as an angel in his life. Love u and its a bless to have you in life, Mr. Pipi -nho.

Saif refused to get his picture snap and ran to Dada

The kids and nephew

The breathtaking view

Me lover boy with my favorite book and favorite drink :) Lunch date

                 Its Mr Ghaz, me lecturer who directed Kisah Hati with the heartrob, Remy.

               

Excuses to Escape? I Almost Puke.

Perlu ke twisted the fact and point your hideous finger to me when both of us know that you are the one with deficiency? Now I am certain that It was true when they said peoples’ true colors appear when they are desperate. Upon which arise a question; Where has the virtue lies when staying true and honest are always being seen as weak and easy target?

Thankful for I never doubt the power of prayer and faith. Biar lambat asalkan selamat and importantly, I seek for His blessing in every doings.

Its always appear easy to make assumption over things which you never put your feet into for I bet none of them could even stand serving the hardwired undescribed job description which I am in. Again, I am not in a position to assume nor judge; I leave it to The Best Judge of All for His Best Judgment.

May The All Knowing decides the best for us all -nho

His expression? Priceless!

 Appreciation goes to him for the Mars bar he bought and the delivery of hot cappucino at me office only to ease my nuisance over some people's behavior. Thanks babe! Love you soul mate :)

Discover Malaysia: Tanjung Piai

This place amazed me!

While the husband was on his mission to find asnaf and fakir in Johor last school holiday, we took the opportunity for de tour at Tanjung Piai in Pontian.

Same as Kuala Sepetang which I visited back then in 1999 together with the rest of KAED students (me auntie’s student) , this is the preserved mangrove area which offers a suitable habitat for its flora and fauna.

Other great fact about Tanjung Piai is, it is the Southernmost Tip of Mainland Asia and in order to reach the tip, it took  approximately 500 meters of walking from the check point.

Upon reaching the tip, we also discover that Tanjung Piai is situated at the intersection of two straits; Straits of Tebrau and Straits of Malacca.

Wrapping up, we did had a great time with Tasha enthusiastically asking questions about all the flora and fauna she saw while Saif enjoying the view of monkeys eating ice-creams at the walkway. - nho

Dear Parents

Dear Parents

Our kids are valuable

They are the energy booster

They are the reason for you to aim further.

Dear Parents

Your kids might turn up cranky

All the toys you bought doesn’t seem to please them happily

All the tears

All the yelling

All the throwing things and the nasty sayings

Yet please always remember that your hug is all they need when their world is jolting.

Dear Parents

Never to turn your face away from them

Even how much the work has taken your enthusiasm

For they are missing and needing you in silence

And it is on you where they find their joyful ambiance.

A deepest condolence to the family of Nurul Nadirah @ Dirang who tragically died due to people negligence.  May Allah blesses her soul- nho

He is super cute!

Best Quotes...According To Me

Here are some inspirational quotes taken from some books I've read, movies watched and friends:-

Throughout life, people will make you mad, disrespect you and treat you bad.
Let God deal with the things they do, because hate in your heart will consume you too.

- Will Smith

You have enemies? Good.
That means you have stood up for something, sometime in your life.

- Winston Churchill

Happiness needs sadness.
Success needs failure.
Benevolence needs evil.
Love needs hatred.
Victory needs defeat.
Pleasure needs pain.

You must experience and accept the extremes.
Because if the contrast is lost, you lose appreciation; and when you lose appreciation,
you LOSE the VALUE of everything.

- Philippos

Before you speak, listen

Before you write, think

Before you spend, earn

Before you invest, investigate

Before you pray, forgive

Before you quit, try

Before you retire, save

Before you die, give.

- William Arthur Ward

And here comes the best of all . . .

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Kebenaran dan kejujuran memang pahit, kalau susah nak telan muntahlah kat tanah, jangan muntah kat orang lain!

- Amira Aziera MJ ; a friend from facebook. Hilarious yet true. Like it. BIG TIME.

Tentang Seseorang

Aku cari kamu 

Yang pernah datang dalam mimpi

Samar-samar hampir malap

Akhirnya terus hilang dalam pekat gelap

Aku terus cari

Aku tahu kamu di situ

Dalam masa dan ruang yang lain

Namun tetap hatiku yakin

Akan nanti ada satu simpang

Tuhan tetap temukan kita untuk sama-sama pinjam rasa kasih sayang. -nho

This is was my truth feelings when ADA APA DENGAN CINTA was making its debut in 2002. A really big hit. I love Tentang Seseorang; one of the song that was featured in its soundtrack and it was actually brought me an inspiration to write a poem back then on someone whom I waited dearly  (even I have no idea who that person might be). Being single and alone that time, I was in a full of hope that one day the life path would bring me to someone who I will hold tight in my heart, the one like Rangga; deserve, quiet yet charming. Luckily I have met one!

Without You

How do I face the cloudy day
When you were the one who used to clear them away
How do I handle issues
When you were the one who used to lend me your shoulders.

How do I face the haters
When you were the one who loved and made no other things matter
How do I handle me
When you are not here
To cheer me up when the days were not how it supposed to be

And the best of all, for you are always the best half of me - nho

This is dedicated to him as right now he is hundred miles away from home for his noble humanitarian mission. May Allah grands His mighty blessings towards his effort.

I am blessed!