I
miss blogging so much. Guess since I have started getting back to school, my
time and commitment has somehow being divided with other important things which
cause lesser time to get down with the writing and generating ideas. As this
post is written, I am about to make another turn in my life. I have started half
of semester in master program in one public university nearby my house and
somehow, all the sudden, last week I started to think of switching the courses
and off course dropping from that public university which I currently enroll and going back to my old
private university in Cyberjaya. Well, it kind of a challenging decision to
make but for me, it is worthy other than spending 1 or 2 years of your precious
time doing something which not your passion. It is not that the existing course is not good enough but rather to say that my interest is more in doing things on my own and be creative with my own
directions but off course be bide by certain rules and restrictions. I am thinking
of going back to MMU and this time around doing the thesis in Organizational Behavior
Effects towards Change Acceptance and Stress in Organization. I am still
working on the proposal right now and in high pray for I will manage to get it done
for submission before November ends.
If
you ask me on the reason, I might say that it is after I started my economics
class when all the sudden I found out that I was in a wrong place with a wrong
people. LOL! Truth saying, I had enough for getting a cracking head at all the
times when the equations started to turn wacko with all the derivation and
crazy advance calculus. It is at one definite point in class that I realize my
passion has been all along with management and writing and the question of how
do I get the equal utility of doing both arise, so the answer would be going
back to MMU and signing up for Managament program and get down with all the
reading and writing. But I am still in a prayer that The Almighty will firm my
decision and actions towards accomplishing this goal no matter how hard it
would be. After all, great things don’t fall from the sky in a silver platter.
One should work really hard and smart to earn something in life. Alhamdulillah,
so far the husband has been continuously supportive towards any of my decision
regarding my study (perhaps because I will have more time at home with him and
the kids since I don’t have to attend any evening classes since Thesis mode in MMU offers no classes other than a normal frequent meeting with supervisor) and I am so glad that he is in
a full understanding of me in pursuing my education.
I
think that’s about it for now. I need to get down with further reading for the
proposal. InsyaAllah, if He allows, more write up will be written soon as the
life progressing. -nho
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